The past two weeks have been a nightmare. We don't talk. Or rather, you don't reply. My words fell on deaf ears before, but not like this. For more than a moment, I thought... I believed things were changing for me. You made me feel so close to complete. I stood at the edge of oblivion and thought you were a light to guide me home. Instead, you blinded me just long enough for me to not see that I had already fallen. I don't know what I did to deserve that. Did I wrong you in a past life? For the briefest moment, I thought maybe you'd catch me for a change, but no... That was only a dream. Even now, I'm still reaching for you, knowing you're not there.
I don't think it matters any more. If I died tonight, I'd smile, knowing it's finally over.
Truthfully, even while hurting, I can't do anything less than love you.
You'll always have a piece of me.
But that piece is my foundation.
Without it... I can only crumble.
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